why must things always get so complicated?
or is it only me?
trying to break out from the labyrinth but i am hopelessly trapped.
small attempts, mere comments... but...

i wanted to.
but i didnt.
oh how i wish i listened to my heart.
but then, perhaps it would lead to further complications?
or even more complicated complications?

protecting myself from everything.
shutting myself away from all these.
sorry but i do hope u understand.
i do not want to fall again.
time and again.
no way. not now.

put it down onto paper.
when the time is ripe, it shall be revealed.
many things i dun understand, many things i want to know.
i have to wait. i must wait.
or i'll live to regret.

i'm sorry. i really do not understand.

dont fall into your own trap.
dun bring up unneccessary things.
concentrate. focus.
the last lap.
but observe and appreciate.
i hope.

hope; a little breathing plant.
my memory never ceases to amaze.

do away with the deciphering.

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