it's 4.11am! and i'm still awake.
slept at 5am the prev night or should i say day?
but it was cuz i was guilty for chatting on the phone for 2+ hours so i had to make up for it by sleeping later.
my biological clock's so screwed up.
but somehow i find studying after 12 rather effective.
just had instant noodles after many gazillion years.
and i actually made a cup of milk. the powdered kind by MYSELF.
the last time i did that was when i was still drinking from the milk bottle.
and i remembered that i burnt my hand, resulting in hideous blisters all over my fingers.
HOHOHO.

By the way(mdm lim accent), i was thinking abt sth the other day.
i dun really know how to phrase it properly so pardon me if it comes out really weird.
like we are actually considered lucky compared to other people who illiterate/suffering from terminal illness/living in poverty etc... so we shouldnt be too bothered abt whether we can get good grades or not.
but no one will actually feel that way although everyone says it.
everyone wants more. we always look at the upper rungs of the ladder that we're on and never below.
it's a harsh world. unexplainable!

u know something?
A levels are in NINE days.
countdowns are irritating, arent they?
maybe i should go sleep now.

hoping against hope... after the a levels...

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